Crazily Jealous

OMG, this is killing me, I know, I KNOW, she's her girlfriend, but... jhdgfjzsdjgflsfgdjf  I can't help being like this. I'm angry, and I don't like it at all, 'cause this would mean I'm liking him more and more...
This is terrifying, disgusting.
What shall I do?
Besides, I'm completely dumb, I'm sitting in front of my monitor, looking at the facebook's chat, waiting for him to talk to me. Embarrasing, I know; this is a waste of time, I'm aware, and despite that, I'm still waiting.
gggggggggggggggg, I'm hating feelings right now.

I'm waiting, stupid, and you don't fucking care about it.